New Beginnings

Well the days for me to go to the UK for my post graduation are so close..... It's so hard to believe that I'm going to be staying all on my own... I would never have in a million years thought I would have to stay completely on my own..

It's a new experience I guess but if I'm being completely honest I'm so terrified.... People say it's good to be independent.. But still I can't help feel completely terrified of the whole thing...

I make no qualms of the fact that I'm spoilt and get almost everything I have ever wanted and that my whole life has been always given to me...

Ah whatever lets see what's happens.. Will keep you posted

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Lists 3: Favorite TV Shows

Here are a list of TV shows

1. Criminal Minds
2. Full House
3. Friends
4. Supernatural
5. Teen Wolf
6. The Vampire Diaries
7. Modern Family
8. The Mentalist
9. Castle
10. True Blood
11. South Park
12. Family Guy
13. Cougar Town
14. The Big Bang Theory
15. Dexter
16. White Collar
17. The Simpsons
18. How I Met Your Mother
19. Scrubs
20. Two and A Half Men
21. 30 Rock

Poems: 1st One

Title: FINDING ME

I looked up at the sky today,

Wondering what it had to say.
It looked down on me
But turned away.



The clouds seemed to run from me
Telling me to go away.
I buried my head into my hands
And weeped for morning.



But then I heard the ground speak to me
"What is it my friend that you seek?"
I began to entail, my problem with no solution,
Droplets in my eyes, seeing no evolution.\



"What's my purpose? What's my aim?
Is there anything left for me to stay?"
The ground never answered, for all but a while
it longed to stop making me cry.



"Get your head out from the clouds,
Get your feet back on the ground,
The test of time is here and now.
The test you should not fail."



A simple answer,
But the thought was long,
I did not understand or worse i did not heed.
I had everything, so why was i so empty?



Questions left unanswered i walked a long way back home,
Of course with realization greater than gold
I love you, I told myself
There is nothing greater than loving yourself!

Lists: Movies

Here is a List of Few of the Movies I like.

1.) Movies I Like in NO Particular order.. except for Shawshank (English)

1. The Shawshank Redemption
2. Monsters Inc.
3. The Rock
4. Tranformers (All 3)
5. Mrs. Doubtfire
6. Ice Age (1 and 2)
7. Cars
8. Toy Story (All 3)
9. Sleepers
10. Batman (Christian Bale Series)
11. Finding Nemo
12. Stand By Me
13. Walk To Remember
14. A Cinderella Story
15. Titanic
16. Cheaper By The Dozen
17. X-Men (All)
18. Crank (1)
19. Harry Potter (1 and 2)
20. Mulan
21. 10 Things I Hate About You
22. Transporter (1)
23. Resident Evil (All)
24. American Pie (1 and 2)
25. Fast and the Furious (1,2,4 and 5)
26. Just Like Heaven
27. Legally Blonde
28. Eight Below
29. 101 Dalmations
30. Brother Bear
31. Dumbo
32. Dunston Checks In
33. Slepless In Seattle
34. Alien v/s Predator
35. Alien (Part 1)
36. See Spot Run
37. Big Daddy
38. The Hills Have Eyes
39. Mr and Mrs. Smith
40. Butch Cassidy and the Sundance Kid
41. Smokin Aces
42. Face Off
43. Fight Club
44. The Ring (1)
45. The Lion King
46. Marley and Me
47. How To Train Your Dragon
48. Shrek (All)
49. Taken
50. Inception

Lists

Ok just an introduction to my following "List" blogs. So I'm going to be making "Lists" of various things i like/dislike... or whatever i just want to talk about.

My blogging has become almost next to nothing so this is how im going to "blog". If you can call it that. Well my blog so I feel it is. :)

The Just Series: Just Saying

Friends With Benefits u might have them? I have no comments on whether I have them or not... Cause everyone who is my friend seems to think that :P. But yah I do. They just don't know it muahhhhaahahahah (thats an evil laugh... btw)... I know its not something to be proud of... But I'm sure we all have them.

You can't tell me that every "friend" you have is your best friend and you would die for them. No right? There are some good friends and some not so good friends. But even then they exist. Maybe that's the friend you call when no one else is available or no one else wants to talk to you at that point of time.

Well to be honest I would never die for my friend literally. I mean come on, we just say those things most of the time, like bff's my love my life. BULL SHIT if you ask me. Today you may say it and tomorrow you will be at loggerheads with the same person. Its better you cherish the friendship today and hope that it stays the same tomorrow.

Another thing about "friends" that bug me is how we are able to move on so easily. I mean you get it right? Like we have fights and then they can migrate to a whole bunch of other friends with such ease and leave you wallowing in self pity.

So if you come to see aren't we all friends with benefits? Whether we are with someone because it make us happy or because we need them at that point.

Well to be honest I'm not sure of that. I have a few real good friends. And sometimes they just drive me up the bloody wall. But I love them. And if they are there when you need them the most they are there for you. It makes you feel like they love you because they know you are hurting and they have left everything else to support you at that time.

So yes this was about"friends with benefits" right. So yah i do have them. But I'm sure im just the same kind of friend to them as well... well cause we don't spend so much time with me. And they DON"T know me know me.....

What I feel is that often the word "friend" is used a lot these days. But i think thats a special word... just like "love" is. It should be used appropriately.. or it loses its significance.

You know what I'm really hating about myself lately? That the same thing i hated in someone else. I'm doing it now.... quite a lot lately actually. And what is that u might ask... It is bitching about friends. Not like derogatory bitching... but still. It's wrong. And i really feel ashamed now.

If I'm going to talk about someone i should either have the courage to tell it to them on their face or not speak about them to another friend at all. That'a a very pathetic and loser like habit.

Anyway I'm stopping right now. No MORE.... If I don't have anything else to talk about... then i'll just shut it.  Let my conscience be clean atleast. Self pity is the worst.

Lol That's just me.. trying to better myself :P But there is still A LONG WAY TO GO :P

Till then que sera sera ;)

-Nikita

The Just Series: Just Changing

CHANGE one sits and wonders how a word this simple and small could have so many connotations. When we say the word change, atleast where I’m concerned, mean a very big difference to me.

But when one sits down and thinks about it. Change is a very integral part of our lives. We may not always like it or accept it but its still there. Sometimes you can prevent it but other times its out of your hand completely. Sometimes change is good sometimes you may not like it. But one had to think what’s all the fuss about? I mean its eminent that its going to have then why crib and cry over it? I came to the conclusion is its human naturenot to accept anything different without putting up a fight. You know because we have to show how cool we all are  .

My whole problem is how people go on saying “You have changed from before. Your not the same.” well obviously I can’t be the same always. If I were to be the same always wudn I be sucking on a lollipop still (some people still do it I know). But you get what I mean life changes you and makes you react differently to things which say 5 or 10 years ago you would have acted totally differently to you. I bet the person saying I have changed has also changed. So what about that?

Often to me change means “progress” however or whichever way you see it. And change is important even to oneself. So just accept change and move on to the next venture instead of crying all the time.  yes that coming from me.

Till next time Peace Out

-Nikita

Just Series: Just Thinking

There are few days in a persons life which may seem simple but are still one of their unforgettable memories…. Haha I say few but there may be many depending on how you perceive things. I guess its always the simple things for me. Yes people who know me may probably say I am a kind of person who wants things “larger than life”, I will not disagree with that I am what u call high maintenance  But yah I think its because I do get all I want I sometimes miss out on the little things in life… Well not really miss out but long for them. Like maybe spending more time with my dad. Yes that’s the only thing I actually crave for the most. What else is there actually.

I love my dad a lot. And I know he loves me immensely. The fact he works so much is evidence enough. I have no complaints at all. But I guess I do miss those days when me and my dad would dance to “Baazigar O Baazigar”, watch movies, play games, go for ice cream, when he would carry me on his shoulders when we were at India Gate….

So yes I guess when u grow up u cannot have the exact same relationship with everyone. I might miss those days but I do not miss my dads love, because its always there for me. So I have memories and they make me happy. But I have my dad and that makes me happier.

So you may ask the purpose of this post….. Well just to say that even though I might miss the. TIME I spend with my dad I don’t miss the LOVE. 

K that’s all…. 

-Nikita

Letting Go

“We All Know That We Will Die One Day, But We Don’t Believe It Or We Would Live Differently.”

These were the words spoken by my father on the alter on the day of the memorial mass of my grandfather. He died on 20th June 2010. He had been sick for 3.5 years. When he was diagnosed with his lung disease the doctor gave him maximum two years to live.

You see my grandfather was not just a grandfather to me.. he was not a person i would see on holidays.. he was more a father to me.. he was a friend and a confidant. My parents separated when i was 6 years old ever since then my grandmother and grandfather have looked after me for most of it. My father was consumed in his work so he could give me a life i probably couldn’t even dream of and he has. 

It never ever struck me that one day I’m not going to have my grandfather. I just assumed he would always be there but then one day he wasn’t. I could never wish him for another birthday, he wouldn’t see me grow.. i could not tell him that i loved him and i couldn’t ask him for forgiveness for the times i behaved badly.

I learnt that day the value of time and how selfishly we waste it thinking there will be a tomorrow. But what if tomorrow doesn’t come? I wasted a whole day thinking about tomorrow when i could’ve spent it in a better way. But that time has gone and i don’t see the point in crying over his grave telling him i love him... I shouldve showed it to him when he was alive.

Live today like there is no tomorrow.. Cause many a times there isn’t and rather not regret the time wasted later 

:) I did not get chance to give a speech at the alter that day in memory of my grandpa but if i did it would go something like this and i’m glad i could share it with all of you today.

In A World Where Perception Matters “BRAND INDIA” Matters.

I happened to watch a news channel that was show casing a program about Brand India. It was a panel discussion. They were discussing the various things coming in the way of the "Brand" connected with India and what we can do to improve it. I will just highlight a few points i thought very relevant and give my view on the subject.

Well the word "brand" itself holds very high regard to anyone. Which one of us can say that we would not have a wardrobe full of branded clothes/shoes/watches etc, if we had the chance. You can have a lot of fake brand clothes but when you wear the real deal it is always more prominent and holds more regard in the eyes of others. What I'm trying to say is that the brand you wear is the way people associate you. So "Brand India" is the way people around the world perceive us. therefore you can imagine how important it is.

In a world where perception matters, Brand India matters. These were the opening statement the conductor of the seminar started with. Yes, it is always in fact a matter of perception. India over the years has seen so many developments and has emerged as a runner up for the next super power, maybe even the winner. India use to be a hype before but today it is a reality.. Today we are considered a quality country, A country that is to be feared. 

However just like any other country we too have our drawbacks. The main being the slow growth of HDI (human Development Index). We are the 6th wealthiest country in terms of foreign reserves yet we have 70% of our population in poverty. We have spent just 1% of our GDP on health and Education. This sort of percentage is only seen in countries like Africa. Most developing and developed countries are at 10%. 

A very defeating factor that we are facing today is that, even though India has made progress in various fields and is a country that the whole world is looking at now, we cannot negate the fact that the average Indian is ashamed to be called an Indian. We have some serious issues with pride and patriotism. For some reason we feel derogatory being called Indian. To me personally this is quite shocking... however i do agree with it. What one must understand is that yes we do have our flaws, but which country doesn’t? We need to take pride in our country no matter how flawed it may be. If you have a problem then try and fix it. There is no point in taking a back seat and complaining about everything wrong with the country. It’s your country too... If its not up to the mark its your fault too.

Another very important point in the panel discussion was “Inclusive growth.” You might be aware of the term, if not what it means is "an equitable allocation of resources with benefits accruing to every section of society, which is a utopian concept. But the allocation of resources must be focused on the indented short and long terms benefits and economic linkages at large and not just equitable mathematically on some regional and population criteria."  We have been able to come out of the economic downturn so easily. For this we need to majorly credit the rural population. The urban population was in a bad shape- companies were facing lower profits, employees were losing jobs, the purchasing power declined etc. Here is where the government policies really helped us. The NRD’s that put money in the rural hands which fueled consumption. If you look at the FMCG’s they did not have a single downturn because they were selling in the rural areas. 

What we lack is ENFORCEMENT. we have adequate regulations but the problem is in enforcing these regulations. In fact some people may raise questions about the slow opening of our economy. It is actually a good thing, because opening up the economy means bringing into the country a new culture. Every country has their own culture. With a country like India we have so many different cultures. The country needs to be able to accept the foreign culture. In the 70’s Brazil opened its economy to the fullest and criticized India for its slow opening. The Brazilian economy has fallen 4 times in these span of years. 

India is in transition where it will go solely depends on the people of the country and each on of us.

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Rant 1: Stuff That Bothers :)

The statement “Everybody in this world is different” can be actually really wrong. We may be different in appearance and the way we speak or where we come from. But one thing I think is unanimous in all of us: We all do things, Consciously or sub- consciously, for our benefit.

Anything we do in our lives is actually and ultimately for ourselves. Even though we may never realize it, we never think of anyone but ourselves. So does that make us conceited? Well thats a yes and no. So this is where my theme/topic comes into play.

The word “being used” is extremely looked down upon. In lay mans language it would mean something entirely “cheap.” But the fact of the matter is we all do it. Throughout our lives we either USE people or we are USED by people. Of course its better to use than to be used cause then your fate completely depends on the person using you.

Some of you may think of course not we do not do that. Ok honestly ask yourself the last time you did something just to make someone happy. Or the last time you did something without thinking of your personal gain. And HONESTLY ask yourself. But you cannot even do that because self evaluating one self is the toughest task. We ourselves never know the person we are. We are so confused with our own identity that we cannot judge ourselves therefore we adopt a different persona befitting the occasion.

We blame our lack of judgement on “peer pressure” or “work environment” or “culture.” You would not need to succumb to any kind of “pressure” if you know who you were in entirety. I have seen many people “change” when faced with different people or places. I too have changed the way I am to “suit” the occasion. The person who you think to be the most humblest and “good” person can change that persona in a blink of an eye.

Sow who is the real me then? Even i do not know. None of us know the real us. We just act “normal.” Like any of us know what normal means. Its just another over used word like sorry. Oh how i hate the word sorry. No one ever means it. EVER! They just say it to calm a situation or to completely avoid it. Actually when do we mean anything we ever say.

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You Have A Problem With Me? Then Go Blow A Horse

 Im amazed at how hypocritical people can be. I mean really. You feel bad when people stereotype, typecast you in a pigeon hole, but you do the same thing. And i can tell you that these people are bloody losers. They have no life, so find pleasure in pulling down someone else, just so they can look good in front of their friends or whatever.

Ok so when I'm on Facebook or Twitter i see people comment on how they think people who smoke or drink are "pathetic", "losers." Who the hell made you queen of all knowing? Who are you to judge these people. Are you their God to pass judgement. They know what they are doing. they are aware of the situation. So why are you trying to pose your freaking "values" on them. Let me tell you praying everyday and fulfilling the wish of your parents or being miss goody two shoes does not make you a good person. It's how you behave with other people and your reactions when not monitored that make the person you are. Why does it bother you that people drink, smoke or do drugs. they aren't coming at your house and doing it are they? So why are your knickers in a bunch? Mind your own business and stop poking your dirty nose. Now i personally don't do any of these (drink, smoke or do drugs). And many of my friends do it, the most i can do is advice them to stop but i cannot judge them. They have their own conscience and individual thought process. Just because they don't act or think like me doesn't make them any less of a good person.

And this does not only pertain to habits but also judging someone's character. Why just cause a girl wears short or revealing clothes, you call her a sl*t or wh*re. The so-called "good" actresses also wear skimpy clothes how come you never raise a finger on them? Then it's modern and classic. What shit? And just cause two people are going out and close they are having sex? For all you know they may be related.. and not even if they are what is it to you? And just cause a girl has many guy friends she is slut? Its called being "Friends" moron.

What I'm trying to drive home is that don't judge people of what they do. you never know how the person is until you actually get to know them. Believe me some people who seem very innocent are the biggest backstabbing low lives you will ever come across. Don't pass judgement on people you don't know two squats about. Be open and not discriminate. Since you don;t like to be on the receiving end of judgement don't pass it on someone else either. Believe me I'm one of both people; those who get judged and those who judge. But I realize that its not right, How can i possibly feel bad when people make fun/pass judgement on me when i do the same when the tables are turned, thanks to one tweet by a friend.

Anyways Guys my exams are on but i have like 6 days gap for a paper.. So yah! Have a great Easter!

ODE to the Days Of LOONEY TOONS

Looney Tunes! Those were the Days

Cartoon Network was by a long stretch the BEST Kids Network when i was a kid. All my favourite shows especially Tom and Jerry, Looney Toons, The Jetsons, The Flinstones, Yogi Bear, Top Cat, Dexter's Laboratory, The Powerpuff Girls, Scooby Doo etc... They were so good. And i would specially like to bring Looney Toons into limelight here. I mean who can forget Daffy, Bugs, Tweety, Sylvester, Elmer, Martin, Porky, Taz and the whole enchilada. They were Funny not because they were great in graphics or transformed into aliens or were Ninjas... they were just funny.

Hey Arnold! Olga was the funniest.. being obsessed with "football head" 

Tommy, chucky, phil &lil, and of course Angelica!

When i just started my teen years Nickelodeon was my favourite. Like Hey! Arnold, As Told By Ginger, Rugrats, The Wild Thornberry's, Real Monsters, CatDog, Fairly Odd Parents, Chalkzone, Jimmy Neutron and Spongebob Squarepants. I loved them. In fact these were all i watched. Disney came to India awfully late and my that time there  was this HAnnah Montana garbage. I also like All That very much. Those skits were funny... not popstar- normal girl funny.


All I want to say is that those were the days when cartoons were about being funny and not about making sense. It was made for the reason cartoons were ade... that is to be fun and entertaining. All this Ben 10, Ninja Hatori, Hannah Montana... these are all stupid idiotic non fucking sense shit  thrown at our face.

And thats why i like Disney Pixar films a lot. But we really need to bring the old whacky funny and ecstatic tunes back stat... Please Bring them BAck

Ting Ting Ting.. its an UPDATE!!!!

You know the drill:

1. Exams are tomo.. yuckity yuckity yuck
2. Still trying to fathom why exams are treated like such a major task in ones life... in other words why  
    everyone is so fucking obsessed.
3. Have not study.. and trust me when i say so.... I'm not like those cheap asswipes who say that they have
    not studied and become class toppers.
4. I no longer want an iPhone i want a blackberry... dint know they come in awesome colors. Haha i know
    my criteria for choosing a phone is its COLOR. But we all know blackberry's rock. (DO what you WANT, LOVE what you Do)
5. Watched a million japanese horror films... these Japs are really good at it.
6. I really want to go to Maui... atleast once.
7. Oh yah i got SIMS 3 for my MAC.. wow i love that game.. it makes you feel like God controlling the
   life of others haha  
8. Hmmm what else? I dont remember.. exam stress you know haha joking.. But seriously i do not remember.. so ciao for now

Update To Life!!! My LIFE!

I had like 15 mins to spare so here goes:

1. iPhone 3GS hasn released here yet.. shit!
2. Dad wants to know an iPAD.. no i dont want an iPad i want an i-P-H-O-N-E
3. Got 42/50 in my Business Communication Paper.... too bad the subject isn considered much.
4. Won my first prize in a lottery kind of thing.. my prize? A chinese watch.
5. The next day snoopy ate the watch
6. Got a new iPod nano.... Pink.. i know.. but they did not have purple.
7. Went to a Shitfaced asscrap dumbfuck Party.. or so it was called.. ive seen better.. but was organized pretty well...
8. Zeroed in on the UK Universities i want to pursue.. discussion with dad still pending
9. Finished almost all Nicholas Spark books
10. Snoopy has ruined almost my whole room
11. I need to go shopping.
12. Lost my wallet.. with my debit card.
13. Got that cancelled
14. Getting a new one
15. Saw princess and the frog, zombieland.
thats all i can remember.. now i really gtg.. bye

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Saying something and Doing the Complete Opposite- That's who I have Become

I have Always lived life on my own terms, cause thats what i was thought. Be who you are.. Cause your the best. I had good friends around me who accepted me for who i was.. i mean they kind of had to since we were very young and we all accepted each other without wanting anything in return. I don't know it was just better days i guess, but alas those KIDS have grown up now. Everyone has changed.. most change i have found in myself. It's like i have let myself turn into this PERSON i no longer recognize.. gone are those days when i would tell people exactly how i felt when i felt it and smile at people who only i considered deserved it. I have become like EVERYONE ELSE. FAKE!

I have never been to any parties before the time i was 16. Maybe to just bday parties at McDonalds or my friends home or something, or a house warming or wedding. Even if i go to parties or any social gathering, i would be the person you would find in the corner somewhere because socializing isn't really my thing. I mean I'm friendly and all but i go into a shell when im surrounded by people i dont know or even worse dont like. Even if i do talk to somebody it will probably be to the other person standing in the corner no one wants to talk to. That's why i never go to parties especially the ones that happen in my college. I don't FIt into that setting, it is as simple as that. It's just not my scene. Partying, Clubbing and that sorta shit is cool for people who like it, but thats just not my scene. Call me an introvert if you want, but thats just who i am period. But do you know how many parties i have attended in a span of 2 yrs? SIX, 6 god damn boozing parties.. two of which were my bday parties with friends.. the first bday treat was good, actaully very good, second i have no comments.... I have tried to wiggle my way out.. but the fact of the matter was that i didn't want to seem like a LOSER with no life, so i always ended going to most. Did i have fun? NO! And now it has come to this that im actually paying to go for one. I can tell you now what is going to happen.. i will go there.. have that irritating plastic smile i have which i hate... i will be in the smallest group in the room... i will hardly talk.. my mind will be on when im getting home.. so how will i ever have fun? And in these parties i don't even eat much so thats another fucked up case.

I dont know what it is.. maybe im just insecure or maybe i simply DONT LIKE THEM.. But whatever it is im going.. I owe it to my friends.. not that they are forcing me or something.. they would probably do better if i dont go otherwise they got to be standing with me the whole time.. but still i gotta be there for somebody. They are good people i should atleast for once think of other people than always myself. And why am i making pre assumptions anyway? For all i know it may turn out to be fun. Small doesn always have to be boring right? So chin up Back straight.. Lets do this shit!

Time Travel Into The Present With a Glimpse To The Past.

Today has been a Amazing time for me. I felt nostalgia hit, rub, and slap me in the face nice and hard. And for the first time it felt good. Everyone keeps saying "look to the future, live in the present" and all that shit and nonsense but it's good to revisit your past especially when it is so nice and "refreshing."

The past few months have been Fine.. and before those months have been devastating. It's never nice to lose a friend that you hold dear in your heart. It is even more painful to see that person everyday and exchange pleasantries  and act all normal when you don't feel the same way inside. So what do you do in such situations? I don't know cause honestly i did not have to try that hard. All it took was one mail and a phone call. Sure everything did not go back to normal in an instant but yes it did all fall into place eventually. And and the pieces fell into exactly the places it should fall into.

I guess a broken glass may not look the same even after it has been fixed but i think my broken glass will look even better once im done fixing it.

Im happier now knowing that the step i took did not go in vain. We have all grown up now in different ways and may have our differences but we still are the same friends we used to be. Loving every moment and Living every second!

Hope everyone is doing ok.

Comment question: If you ever fight with you friend.. what do you do to make up?
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The Update that Interests Anyone Which Is noOne

Ok so here is an update on my life's happening so far.. or atleast the things i remember ehich meant they were worth remembering:

1. Ok so as my last update mentioned i wud strt studying.. well i have not and am not planning to....
2. Foreign University? Well i would love to go.. but im not sure of what i want to do anymore...
3. Im getting an iPhone soon!!!
4. Celebrated rini's bday on 15th.. gave her jewellery.
5. Have started over analyzing SHIT again
6. I have learnt how to TREAT people the way they shud be treated
7. Took snoopy for Vaccination.... he cried!
8. Saw MNIK... have never seen a more brilliant hindi movie.. Amazeballs!!!!
9. Life seems dull and boring at the moment
10. Obsessed with J and M and few other things
11. Saw my first playboy magazine.. yuck!!! Playgirl was hot though
12. Classes have becoming boring has hell.. lost faith in it all together
13. Dont understand what people think anymore and to be frank dont give a fuck anyway
14. Have come to realize i suck at giving advice of any sort.. so dont ask me
15. I sound almost like a goth person.. i hate myself for turning into it.. bt its just a phase i guess.. hopefully
16. Almost finished reading "The Last Song".. sont think i want to see the movie.. Miley is goin to suck being Ronnie...
17. Cant remember anything else.. so buzz off already!!!!!
18. Oh and just realised what "WHAtEveR" actually means.. it means fuck off... So Whatever